To my dearest..

Dear honey,

       I want to explain things but you don't even want to talk to me. I always like staring at the ceiling wishing that you would hear me out. I know I had hurt you for so many times but I didn't mean to do that. Never I did :(

      I know I have pushed you to the edge, I've been so childish, selfish, inconsiderate of your feelings. I easily get jealous when I don't have to. I don't talk sense which causes our arguments. I didn't see all the efforts you had done for me cause I was just looking at the things that I'd done for you. Despite of these, I want you to know that you have still many reasons to hold onto me. That you are always loved and cherished. I know those are enough for you to stay with me.

    I love you honey. Always have and always will. How I hope everything will be all right soon. I am missing you so much. May the God bless you. Take care :**

                                                                                                                             Your Baby Jell :)

Does absence really make the heart grow fonder?

It's already 4 in the morning and I'm still awake.

Just a while ago, I temporarily deactivated my facebook account and switched off my phone so that my boyfriend could not contact me nor see me online on facebook, and maybe just maybe he'll miss me. :(

Only God knows when..

Every morning must be considered a blessing given from God. We should not take this for granted but rather take this an opportunity to correct all the mistakes that we have done, to be a blessing to everyone and especially to use fully the life that God has given to us.

I am one of those people who admire Antonello Joseph Perez, an 18 year old actor who just died from a car accident. I don't know him personally but I can say that he has been a good son to his parents and a good model to everyone. At such a young age, he was taken away. I am still shock up to now.

We can never really tell when or how are we going to leave this world. So make the most out of your life and live life to the fullest. Be a blessing to everyone! Good morning :)